Since a year has passed since Karissa went to heaven, I have had many more up days than down days. It is quite surprising to me and really just hard for me to explain. I know Mark gets it though. I don't even have to explain it to him. He just gets it.
Mark asked me just yesterday why I haven't been writing on my blog lately. My response was that I haven't been as sad lately. Thinking more about it, I tend to write when I am sad or missing Karissa more than usual. It helps. A lot.
So now you must be thinking that I am probably having a rough day today because here I am, spending time on my blog. But really, I am not doing too bad. I just want to write, for Karissa. I want to write for Epilepsy Awareness. I want to write so that maybe someone else may be encouraged through my words.
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