My disjointed thoughts...

I don't know what to say. Today my angel has been gone for 15 months. I miss her sweet smiling face. I am pretty sure that my smile died with her. At least that is what one of my close friends recently told me. She is right. I probably look pissed off and miserable most of the time. I am. I am mad at Karissa for dying. She is in heaven having a party while we are stuck here missing her. I am trying so hard to be happy but it is so difficult. I think it must be the time of year and the cooler weather. Who the heck knows. I sure don't. That's all.